I HEART GREASE & CHOIR!
...well, only sometimes...but who cares?

So here are the pics..only using xanga for these, but come on guys! Let's revive xanga!!!....SIKE. so have fun, and steal if you must.

That's not all of it, cause some pics are straight up gay...but yea
What AWESOME AND TALENTED people! I LOVE YOU GUYS! Thanks for all the memories.

OH! By the way, i totallly got my LETTERMAN yesterday!..and im so gangster, i have pics of me opening it...

sorry guys, i cant help bein so flyy.

GO STAFFORD SPARTANS!

thursday was a big day, right everybody? mannn did i cry. we haaad that game, and i know that we are such a better team than those mustangs. unfortunately, they did go on to win state champs. mann if we had beaten the, that woulda been us. we were all over the place. we were on the news, we were in the newspapers. its been one helluva ride guys. ill put some pics once i find some but this is all i got. i misss the boys so much, lol all the cheerleaders do. but congratulations to all you guys, this was the best season ever, nothing will ever amount to this.

...unless of course, we actually win state. :)















i <3 you guyss!

pickchuuurrsss...

Valentine's Day ( i forgot to resize em) 

i looove these guysss..
02.18.06




yea realll sexy there...








me and cady found like..the hottest dresses everr!


if only it wasnt blurry!!






....no c o m m e n t

yupp, that was a goood day.

so here's how my week went....

monday ummm, went to grease practice, went to piano, then went to wal mart. oh man, wal marts fuckin scary now.

tuesday valetine's dayy! ms benedict is fuckin gay man. havin to put all of our stuff up. bullshit. my favoritest present was the one from my lil bro merrillll! but jonathans cd is liek tied with that. i looove that cd.

wednesday i went to some meeting at city hall for choir, and we got the stafford centre guys. thats 7 thousand dollars.

thursday umm got out at 12:30 then went ot TGIFridays with Celestayy and Bryan. Then we went to the mall and Celestayy got her nails done.

friday twas a loong day. after school i went with bryan and alice to manuel's party at cici's and then at skate central. thaat was funn.

okay dokay, i think thats enough for nowww..bye guys!

ohemgee..

i havent updated in a month....wowserz. but yea, nothing interesting has happened but lately...

• the pep rally was moved from this friday to next friday. that sucks cause we hafta wait another week, but at least we're still havin it..it's all bands' fault.
• grease is happening....rehearsals are freakin boring, but we got a new choreographer and shes pretty cool, i dunno why we're not using Herm. ooh, theres some cool new people in it like angela and cathrine (pink lemonade)
• i bought that movie Ever After...which is like one of the bestest movies in the whole wide worllddd, and ive been watchin it like crazy ever since. only cost my ass 7 dollars!
• ummm solo and ensemble is coming up...this is whats gonna decide if i get my jacket or not!!
• what else...ooh! connie's GAY!
• haha, i mean COOL! love ya nadine!
• i talked to rafael!! haha i noticed that we argue a lot, but s'all good, cause we're gonna get married anyway. its gonna be at brendan's fasho. dogg, the whole church gon be full with like all our friends from pre-k and shit and all the guys from sal's pizza and stufffff and all the coaches and my old teachers and shit. haahhah yyyyayyyyyyy!
• so yea, i quit basketball. I MEAN i resigned...just like hector said. i didn't quit, because it is a position, i resigned. hah fo shizzle.
• oh shit i jus got a really bad headache
• so today was WEDNESDAY..so ktp wore PINK. and even though jonathan's not in ktp, he supposed to wear pink anyway, and HE DIDN'T! so yea, hes gettin jumped
• i went to the tet festival, and shit was boring. after that my dad made us go to the car show. i went to all the little sections and got the booklettes..hhha chea its cause im cool. Oh! and i had some dippin dots.
• hahha oh man on tuesday, i sat with the asians at lunch...and then all the mexicans like came too. shit was funnny. shoulda been there.
• ive been writing a lot of notes lately. and i make them like seriously pretty too. if youre special, you got one. or if youre like angela, youre special cause youre going to get one.
• well, no pics of anything, cause my dad is fuckin gay and only has internet on the slow ass computer. so im not even gonna try to upload something.

well guys, thats all i have to say right now. byee!

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pics from some gaaame...

catherine, me, and cynthia


such coolness...

Happy

New Year!!!

So here it is guys, I'm finally updating. 
First off, I'd like to acknowledge the establishment of KTP.



We're the real imitation of Charlie's Angels guys, two white chicks and an Asian.

So before I start all that New Year's shit, and before I reminisce bout stuff, let's talk about what I did on the 29th, which was one of the funnest days everrrr.
The White Chicks and I decided to go ice skating because its jus soo much fun. Cady's (katie) dad took us around 4, and we took a billion pics, lol. Then later Mr. Jonathan Nguyen joined us, what a gangster.

So after that we ran to the mall and took some pictures along the way...


and here, we have a loser

so, yea...after the mall, we all went to angela's house up in south meadow. it was was me, cady, angela, and jonathan. we went to the park, and of course, took like a thousand pics of us being stupid...

so jonathan got picked up at the park by julian and they went home. the 3 of us went back to angela's and then her mom took us back to katies, cause we had to have an emergency meeting about some important stuff in the hot tub, lol...

cheeeea. don't get too excited.

theres more pics, but i hafta put those up later.

for now, let's think about things that happened in 2005.

january
i remember the play started in january. we had rehearsals like every single day. the biggest thing was probably that me and deba broke up. i think it was the 28th. mann, that was a hard week for me. but its so weird to think about now, cause i mean, i can't even look at deba that way anymore, lol. but back then, he was such a big deal, we were such a big deal. wow, looking at it now, its just so homo.

february
umm, i actually dont remember what happened in february. ummm, valentines day.....yea, see i have no idea.

march
i think me and dexter started goin out in march. i believe it was the 18th. we were talkin for a while, lol. aww that was the month me and christina got close. damn i miss you girl. umm, dexters bday was in march, i gave him some earrings. and i think around march was when me and ryan started talking. and his birthday is...3 days after dexters. i remember i met him at the park, and i gave him a card and i wrote him a poem, and i bought a cupcake thing from the gas station, put a candle in it and made him eat it. hahahaha, good times. and i think the play was in march too. dogg, i seriously cant remember. man we had some good ass times.

april
ummm, first was my sister's party, which was crazy in itself. and then i remember asian night, which was the 29th. and i think april was when joanne convinced me to try out for cheerleading. how interesting. yea..april...me and ryan jus continued talkin, but i never cheated on dexter, thank you very much.

may
lets see, me and dexter broke up. and then me and ryan hooked up. May 6th homies. it was a week after asian night. Then there was the 8th grade dance, which was like lotsa funnn. mr. sean o'shea took me, and i have pics of us..heheh. and then graduation...damn, so many people left ya know?OOHHH and then there were cheerleading tryouts. damn i was so freakin nervous. but i made it, and trying out was one of the best decisions ive ever maddeee.

june
let's see....june i was still here. jil was busy with xshow, stayin out late and gettin in trouble and shit. me and ryan spent a whole lot of time together...and yea, twas a boring month.

july
first thing, xshow, which was one the 12th i think. sat with ryan, parents were being homo after the show.....that was the last day i had my cell phone...tearrr. so yea, i left on the 16th i think? spent the rest of the summer in kansas...wow.

august
umm, i got back 3 days before school started, which was homo. I remember half of my books were wrong cause my parents got them. august was when i met paula bearr. hey girl, when you comin back forreal? umm, the day i met paula was the same day i met dong i think...interesting. he juss showed up at my house one day. what else??? OH! i got contacts the day before school started, which was like the bestest thing everr. that changed me a lot, like forreal. oh man, worst thing in august was that me and ryan broke up. damn i was a fuckin mess huh? anyway, yea it was like the 27th or something.

september
was september when rita came? dogg, i have no fuckin clue. so yea, if it was, lol, i went to ny and stayed with my aunt in queens. i went back to the bronx and i remember me and rafael spent like pretty much the whole day together, jus me and him. and yea...nothing special in september. jus cheered for more football games, had more pep rallies. everything about that was great.

october
my berfday!! actually, i remember i got a chi that month. dammmnn homie. umm, jhena's bday was on the 11th. homecoming was the 14th. that like, week of homecoming was the bestest ever. we cheered at the game, and then i went home and got ready for the dance. i dont think i got there until like 10:30. shrimpy took us, and it was me, angel, jil, and cliff in the car...chea. and let's see, dexter was my date, lol. he bought my ticket and everything. and yea, we spent that whole night together. and then we hooked up again. hey whore, you never got me a birthday present. umm, yea. on my bday we went to applebee's. it was me, cady, angela, cathrine, nicole, dong, ryan, richard, kevin e, and kevin n, i think. yea, that was fun.

november
nothing really happened in november. me and ryan like, officially stopped talking i think. oh..kevin e had his party the day before thanksgiving. and i jus had like one of the bestest breaks ever. me and richard started um talking (?) in november. mann, november was a fun month.

december
this month, and this break went by wayy tooo fast. me and cady calculated it, and we only spent 3 days inside. all the other days, we went out...wow, out of the whole break. yea, this whole month jus consisted of goin out and chillin and having fun. had the xmas eve party at lorraines house. finals were homo, and yea. on new years eve, i went to this filipino party. then i went to another filipino party, and then i spent countdown at cady's. ooh yea, cant forget the establishment of KTP.

now im sure there's a lot more that happened, but i dont really care. i would have to say, my favorite thing about this year was being a cheerleader with all the pep rallies and games, and jus hangin out with my friends all the time and havin so much fun, and yea..im thankful for me and ryans relationship, however short and homo it was, it was still great. but im jus glad to be over that shit already. it took wayy too long, and yea i made a lot of bad choices, but ive learned from everything and i am seriously glad. 

anyway, im not done. im definitely gonna put more pics up, and yea.

oh btw, ive actually made some new year's resolutions, and i think i can keep em:

1. stop sayin the word gay
 (as you can see, it has been changed to homo, hahaha)
2. juss be cool you know? be chill
(thank you julian for the inspiration for that one..lol)

im not gonna make and resolutions to exercise or stay in shape or some shit. i eat a lot and i know i do, lol. but ima jus keep up the hoopin, plus i know for a fact i wouldnt keep that shit up, lol. i cant even remember what my last year's resolutions were.

so, there it is..for now.